My Merciful God please forgive those few mortal men,
Who cast the judgment stone my way.
My God, He knew my heart to well,
On that frightful night from hell.
He has known the worth in me,
From day one they didn’t see.
For all the wrong decisions I made up to that gruesome night…
My God heard my screams of fright,
NO! NOT ME!!
IM NOT FINISHED! DON’T YOU SEE!
My children I want to still get to know,
Debbie’s children I want to see grow,
Even little Ian I have yet to meet!
No goodbyes have yet been said,
This isn’t, and this can’t be the end.
My mother, my father, they will never see,
They mean the world to me.
DAMNED YOU SATAN GO AWAY,
THIS MAN IS MAN IS MINE IM TELLING YOU
GO AWAY FOR THE LAST TIME!
The speeding airborne crash into the tree,
Satan drove right thru me,
Unconscious I laid in the floor,
Inferno of blazing flames began,
Smoking engulfed into this man!
The LIGHT SO BRIGHT MY EYES WERE CLOSED,
THE LORDS HAND REACHED DOWN TO ME
THE FLAMES HE BLOCKED,
GO AWAY SATAN,
THIS MANS WORTH IS IN GODS HANDS,
Angel Michelangelo,
Screamed and slashed with his sword,
THIS MAN, THIS MAN IS MINE,
GO AWAY, GO AWAY, FOR THE LAST TIME!
Fighting for me, My God did he.
A simple man of no worth, Is not what he seen?
A drunkard, a cheater, a liar, an addict, broken.
The flames He extinguished,
The strength He gave mere mortal man,
He is my hero, don’t you understand?
Not man, Nor Satan, they did not see!
My Dear God knew my worth, my saving soul.
Each of you are worth saving too.
The message of saving no matter the sin,
No matter how you and I look to mortal men.
That’s the message my life will come to be.
Anger and turmoil overcame the early days,
Sadness and shame overcame my soul.
Pain and sorrow I had caused,
The hurt in everyone’s eyes.
Saint Michelangelo appeared again,
As Satan stilled tried taking me in,
The flames of furry, Hell did I see.
Your loving fight for me ~ as your dad, uncle, brother, and son.
Pushed for me, Loved for me,
Sobbed for me, Such hurt I never knew…
Your love for me I could see through your tear filled eyes.
Could you see mine? My love for each of you,
As my heart raced on the screen above,
Did you see that, my finger just moved?
I am here inside, Why can’t I just say HI?
I’m trying, Can’t You See?
Tears of pain, Turned to tears of joy,
One final plea, I begged for my time with you,
Forgiveness too.
I heard all your words, tears and prayers.
HIS peace and presence suddenly came over me.
Pain and sorrow no longer overwhelmed me.
Comfort began, HIS Saving Grace I felt,
I was destined to receive.
These last four years, His Grace shone thru,
To me and each of you,
A simple hello, a smile on their face,
A conversation with me, a laughing plea.
Did they see God thru me?
My Merciful God did they see your forgiving grace?
Your Mercy and love thru my eyes?
Did they even see?
Did they see YOU in my face each day?
Some may never have even known …
You were there with me, by my side all along.
Encouraging me, calming me, speaking to me,
In my soul and strangers whom were led to just walk in.
Special souls to bring a smile to my face,
Or simply remind me I was alright,
Telling me “My son, God has told me He loves Thee!”
Calming my fears, washing away my sins and tears.
Holding my hand, up to the very end.
Reminding me, you My Lord had forgiven me.
Mere mortal man, no judge or jury ~had the right, to judge my end fate.
Did they know that was you? Were they kind to you?
Forgive those that did not see,
They also are worthy of Saving Grace from Thee.
My Dear Family,
Always hold your heads high, Always be so proud of who you are!
Do not ever let someone belittle you; Love each other thru and thru!
Reach for the stars above, look up to feel that’s where I will be,
The clouds in the sky, the rainbow following the storm, sending my love.
The sounds I tried to make, the hugs I tried to give,
The smiles I tried so hard, my love trying to show.
My final plea, one look of love,
Chase your dreams and no one else’s, become who you are!
Continue to carry your special soul, through life’s journeys let that guide you,
Strength of a lion lives within; trust that faith will carry you.
Go on please…Smile, laugh, and pray.
Accomplish good works in life and help others; never give up your passions.
Life is short. Tomorrow is never promised.
Share God’s unconditional love with those you meet.
Tell them, judgment is not ours to seek.
Spread GOD’s word, the undying faith we all have shared
My Father’s House is where I shall be, spending my eternity.
You see Satan, Nor mortal man judge I.
My judge and jury are heaven above, where I am sitting in God’s love.
My Father’s Son died for me, now I die for each of you.
No more pain or agony, thinking what could be,
No more praying to the past, remember we all made it last.
Four years of blessings to carry us, until eternity together we will be.
Hand over heart remember me, don’t bother asking why…
My Father’s plan all along, sharing HIS grace with others.
Bringing us together to lean on.
Heaven is not far at all, I am here any time you call.
Love Jared
Through my sister’s love
